Things Don't Exist

In my fear

I fear we're seas apart in old worlds

We began in vibrant colors

But one off thing you said

And I dread it

But everything turns gray

This is where I stray

I, I want so badly

To say that these things don't exist anymore

When that indigo creeps up on me

I can't deny that I'm blue

And not like you

When I look into your eyes at times

It's within them I find

A love I never knew

Still I'm bound to you

Something inside so strong

Won't settle in me somehow, I'm not free

I, I want so badly

To say that these things don't exist anymore

When that indigo creeps up on me

I can't deny that I'm blue

And not like you

It's past mistakes, not hearts that break

Immoral laws, respect they take

And now it still affects me too

If my one enemy is me

Then tell me how to stay true and not be blamed by you

I, I want so badly

To say that these things don't exist anymore

When that indigo creeps up on me

I can't deny that I'm blue

Oh, I want so badly

To say that these things anymore

When that indigo

I can't deny that I'm blue

Oh, oh, I'm blue

Oh