Illuminate (feat. Breana Marin)

If i stubble if i fall If i ever lose it all When my back hits the wall ill still be standing If i crumble to im gone If i cry into im numb When the lights go out thats when i Illuminate Thats when i illuminate I feel like the devil inside of me Deep depression im feeling anxiety Its a struggle but normal i try to be But its hard when theres noone who guided me All these people who dont understand Judging inside telling you be a man Battling demons i sink in the sand Pop two or three xans now shit hit the fan My thoughts suicidal friends that i thought was my homies But they just done turned to my rivals Right hand on the bible this one for the people Going through things they aint treating us equal We all are the same gotta hold on cause its all in are brain Gotta stay strong even though we in pain Gotta have faith even though that sometimes that we feeling insane I know that its hard I know that theres nights that we praying to god I know that theres times that we feel like we lost And we wanna give up just know that you won You stare at your phone everyone leave me alone I do this shit on my own nobody care bout me when im gone Sick of the people that tell me im wrong For everyone going through things In this battle of demons Just know that theres light at the end of the tunnel Whenever we feel like we bleeding We gotta just keep moving forward everything has a reason Just know that we gotta stay strong man for all of are friends And the people that need us If i stubble if i fall If i ever lose it all When my back hits the wall ill still be standing If i crumble to im gone If i cry into im numb When the lights go out thats when i Illuminate Thats when i illuminate Never worry the people who judging you Only one is the one right in front of you Just believe you can do what you wanna do And you see that the moments in front of you Know theres times where you feel like its dark Just know that theres light you just gotta keep up Gotta keep pushing dont ever give up I bin through the struggle i bin through the rut I bin through the storm i bin through the pouring Bin through the pain were i feel like im gone Panic attacks wishing we wasnt born Hospital beds while i stare at the walls Whats happen to me Was good in my life but this happen to be Wish i can go back to live wild & free Wish i can go back to the times were i feel like this not even me I know that its hard I know that theres nights that we praying to god I know that theres times that we feel like we lost And we wanna give up just know that you won You stare at your phone everyone leave me alone I do this shit on my own nobody care bout me when im gone Sick of the people that tell me im wrong For everyone going through things In this battle of demons Just know that theres light at the end of the tunnel Whenever we feel like we bleeding We gotta just keep moving forward everything has a reason Just know that we gotta stay strong man for all of are friends And the people that need us If i stubble if i fall If i ever lose it all When my back hits the wall ill still be standing If i crumble to im gone If i cry into im numb When the lights go out thats when i Illuminate Thats when i illuminate