Keep This Up

Chase me, fill in the gap now Gold in my iris I miss how the waves sound I haven't talked to my brother in over a year now I hope that he's still proud What's with the things I do? Try to disconnect you two Tore all the fabric from our loom And I hate that My pessimistic views Stem from all the drugs I use Hide all my guilt inside this bruise It's my ruse Phase me, I feel the distance I hear the cadence The worst of all my sounds I wanna see why you love her, why you're good For each other, but I just don't know how What's with the things I do? Try to disconnect you two Tore all the fabric from our loom And I hate that My pessimistic views Stem from all the drugs I use Hide all my guilt inside this bruise It's my ruse Bet if you keep this up You'll die here all alone Yet you still fill your cup Nodding off, nodding off now Bet if you keep this up You'll die here all alone Yet you still fill your cup Nodding off, nodding off now