Not Today

Someday I won't be afraid of my head Someday I will not be chained to my bed Someday I'll forget the day he left But surely not today One day I won't need a PhD To sit me down and tell me what it all means Maybe one day it'll be a breeze, ah But surely not today, but surely not today Oh, you don't know what sadness means 'Til you're too sad to fall asleep One day I'll be snoozing peacefully But surely not today Surely not today One day I'll swear the pain will be a blip I'll have the hardest time recalling it I'll be the king of misery management But surely not today One day that song won't make me cry anymore (Oh no no) One day I'll get up off the bathroom floor (Hey, yeah) Oh, piece by piece I'll be restored But surely not today, surely not Eh, not today Oh, you don't know what happy means If it's only in your dreams I'll be acquainted with my jollities But surely not today Yeah, surely not today Surely not Surely, surely not Surely not Surely not today One day the thought of him won't hurt the same Won't need distractions to get through the day I guess I hope I'm gonna be okay 'Cause I'm not today