Change

I can't smell the roses, no I haven't for sometime And I guess I'm striking poses every time I step outside I keep on running, try to beat it with a bottle I thought there was plenty but now they're all empty I pulled back those curtains and I let the sun in again It's like I saw morning for the first time And she welcomes me like a friend And when it's been so long hurting You can't forget to believe in grace Too many conversations come with a burden Got me crying out loud for change Broken bathroom mirror, I've not used it for a while Been avoiding my reflection, that's a symptom of denial I recognise myself today Little steps, little steps we take I threw away the empties, boy their were plenty I pulled back those curtains and I let the sun in again It's like I saw morning for the first time And she welcomes me like a friend And when it's been so long hurting You can't forget to believe in grace Too many conversations come with a burden Got me crying out loud for change I don't know where this goes and I don't know how it ends All I know is that I'm changing And I won't look back again I don't know where this goes (I don't know where this road is taking me) And I don't know how it ends (and I don't know if I'll ever find my peace) All I know is that I'm changing (I know something's changed in me) And I won't look back again (and it happened when) I pulled back those curtains and I let the sun in again It's like I saw morning for the first time And she welcomes me like a friend And when it's been so long hurting You can't forget to believe in grace Too many conversations come with a burden Got me crying out loud for change I pulled back those curtains and I let the sun in again It's like I saw morning for the first time (for the first time) And she welcomes me like a friend And when it's been so long hurting (when it's been so long hurting) You can't forget to believe in grace Too many conversations come with a burden Got me crying out loud for change