13 Beaches

I don't belong in the world, that's what it is Something separates me from other people Everywhere I turn, there's something blocking my escape It took 13 beaches to find one empty But finally, it's mine With drippin' peaches, I'm camera-ready Almost all the time But I still get lonely And, baby, only then Do I let myself recline Can I let go? And let your memory dance In the ballroom of my mind Across the county line It hurts to love you But I still love you It's just the way I feel And I'd be lying If I kept hiding The fact that I can't deal And that I've been dying For something real That I've been dying For something real It took 13 beaches to find one empty But finally, I'm fine Past Ventura and lenses plenty In the white sunshine But you still can find me If you ask nicely Underneath the pines With the daisies Feeling hazy In the ballroom of my mind Across the county line It hurts to love you But I still love you It's just the way I feel And I'd be lying If I kept hiding The fact that I can't deal And that I've been dying For something real That I've been dying For something real It hurts to love you But I still love you It's just the way I feel And I'd be lying If I kept hiding The fact that I can't deal The fact that I can't deal