Dead Days

All of these dead days make me wonder If there's adhesive in my bones And they're glued far away where all my comforts fade away Trail off the beaten up road All of these dead days make me selfish I plan escape from how it feels The forest talked to me and I can't keep from listening I've hidden it's secrets in my heels And if I die it will be lonely And if there's truth inside the trees It's all a lie if i've lived only for myself If I forget this they'll forget me If I forget this they'll forget me These dead days move me to salt water The stories tell me i'll get lost But lost is state of mind and I don't really have the time For negative space in my head These dead days make me feel uncentered My equilibrium's all gone I stumble to and fro the ocean legs I keep below Can't hold me up this far from the sand And if I die it will be lonely And if there's truth under the sea It's all a lie if i've lived only for myself If I forget this they'll forget me If I forget this they'll forget me The first moment I gave to you The first moment I gave I knew The first moment I gave was true The first moment I gave to you The first moment I gave I knew The first moment I gave was true And if I die it will be lonely And if there's truth inside of me It's all a lie if i've lived only for myself If I forget this they'll forget me If I forget this they'll forget me If I forget this they'll forget me I won't forget this they'll forgive me