My mind is not a playground

So can you please stop running through it?

How dare i think you’d stay round

But that’s on me

You got me wrapped around your pinky

I’m so dumb for thinking you’d be different

Baby we could be something so special

But we both know that something here been missing

You

Oooooo, ooooo

We can make this work if you just try

It’s time i take control of my own life, but i can’t give you that

Satisfaction of knowing just how it’s going

I’m sad I’m back to just acting like i don’t give a fuck when I’m way too focused on growing

And it’s so tragic, ask for my passion then ignore it

Now I’m lashing back, this exactly why i keep my feelings tucked like my gat i can’t never show it

And I’m so tired of school, i just wanna quit and go home

I should fake my death and go to Bella Ruse so i ain’t never paying those loans

It’s already planned I just need that push to go off the grid with no phone

But I’d probably fail, i always hated being unknown

But I’m playing fetch and having sex with depression

I’m regressing I hate myself for expecting progression

I dont know which way to go so whats the bestest direction

Im a wreck I need you to come and collect with discretion

Someone save me from myself I finna self destruct

And I been down for all my life, oh now else is up

And as a kid i was too soft so i never felt this tough

And everyone’s in love with love but never dealt with love

You was just the wrong girl at the right time

And i don’t get sleep I’m missing you in the night time

I’m drowning in emotion can you throw me a lifeline

I been down this road cause i ignored all the right signs, i might die

But still, I’m losing hope, i wanna quit

God knows that i wasn’t built for this shit

I’m working on me can you cover my shift

My car having trouble girl i need a lift

Give me a jump when my car on the fritz

Who do i turn to when I’m in a pinch

Went to the movies I ain’t seen you since

Now I think of you when I look the grinch

**** tell me how they nodding their heads to my shit when they hear it

But I’m crying for help doesn’t anyone care ‘bout the lyrics

I need to talk to somebody who’ll be there to lift up my spirits

I put on this smile because deep down i don’t want my feelings to be my appearance

But I’m still that ****

Flame

I’m still that ****