What's the Story?

I'm 20 now thought I found my way But now everything is just more insane When I was 16 I thought that at this point I'd have everything figured out I guess I was wrong, everything's going wrong I don't even know why I'm singing this song Maybe someday I will find help But this is the best thing, it's better than "hell" (I'm done with the ridicule, I'm done with you telling me who I am I'm being my own fucking person for now on man This is my life and I'm gonna do with it what I want) La da da da, la da da da, da I lost my self esteem when you looked at me and said That you with that I mine as well just be better off dead Well I looked at you and said, "if that's how you really feel I guess it's time to say goodbye, so goodbye!" I don't know who I am La da da da, la da da da, da