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Reflection
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Reflection wurde am 30. April 2019 von nonsenseofconscience INC. als Teil des Albums Reflection - Single veröffentlicht
30. April 2019
Labelnonsenseofconscience INC.
SpracheEnglish
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Melodizität
Akustizität
Valence
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Songtexte

Now we gon run it back to when I never had a dime
Back to when I couldn't rap, shit I could barely write a rhyme
Mama said she hate my Dad but tell me we look so alike
I felt like that was bad, wonder what goes through her mind
When she look into my eyes is she reminded every day
Bout the pain, bout the lies, bout what he let slip away
So when she wanna talk, I make sure I hide my face
Like to write my name in chalk just to see that shit erased
I know she doesn't feel that way but that's the way I felt
Cause for some fucking reason I ain't ever liked myself
It's a constant problem for me I have yet to tell
But if you take my picture you can see it all too well
I tend to think the Devil is to blame for how I'm feeling
It helps to know the way you look is always God given
But I'm wishing I could just see me once within his vision
Cause I can't help but look into the mirror and hear his children's opinion
Fuck
I never seen what I wanna see
I got friends but they always making fun of me
Say their joking but the truth is accompanied
Cause I see my reflection and it's clear why I'm ugly
My eyes, lips, nose, nothing on me looks right
I can't sleep, Mama told me, sweetie, goodnight
But I'm replaying people saying what I look like
Over and over inside my head till I would cry
So my insecurities and their opinions unified
And yeah my girl up and left me, told me move aside
It started fucking with me contemplating suicide
I was in a bad place, thought nobody would knew I died
I never told nobody, everyone had thought I'm fine
They see me smile but don't see what's going on inside
My body roamed but my mind was so unoccupied
Cause I was plotting with demons on which way I should stop my life
Stepdad's a cop, I took his gun but couldn't find a bullet
I took a knife instead and held it to my neck to use it
I started thinking about my mom and how her life would ruin
Dropped it, cried my eyes out and threw up shit I couldn't do it
I never talked about it, don't need no one's fucking attention
I'm only here to tell you now the pain will lessen and lessen
I never thought it would get better but I have a confession
It really does, you're beautiful in every reflection
You are not alone
You're beautiful
You're not alone
I'm here for you
Written by: Roger Ramos
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