Black Sheep

I woke up feeling like I missed the memo The trees were done-up for a party in white The glare off of the immaculate blanket Reveals the baggage inside I keep circling around To see if the trouble's still there It's been couch surfing in my head I wish I could melt into the landscape But black sheep can't hide in snow I tried so hard to make amends But black sheep can't hide in snow I think I'm sick from all the feelings I chugged I'm weeping into my tea What do you do when you've done terrible things Should I check WebMD? I keep circling around To see if the trouble's still there It's been couch surfing in my head I wish I could melt into the landscape But black sheep can't hide in snow I tried so hard to make amends But black sheep can't hide in snow There's no way out of here unscathed 'Cause black sheep can't hide in snow I tried so hard to make amends I'll trek out to the snowy docks To contemplate my life And when the frostbite feels too real I'll head back inside