Passive with Desire

Yesterday I called to say I am unwell Feels like I've been stuck in time I feared you'd question if I'd prayed for my health Burning as I rise Oh, to be erased To have my friends forget my name Should I vanish in the mire? Should all my pain dissipate? I'll feel the world pass through my face I'm passive with desire, desire Carelessness aligns Passive suicide Carelessness aligns Passive suicide, oh Anxious visions left unfed, surge and numb Roses drag across my throat With less intent than arms half bled in the tub Relinquishing control Oh, to be erased To have my friends forget my name Should I vanish in the mire? Should all my pain dissipate? I'll feel the world pass through my face I'm passive with desire, desire Carelessness aligns Passive suicide Carelessness aligns Passive suicide, oh Carelessness aligns Passive suicide Carelessness aligns Passive suicide, oh