Stuck in the middle of selfless and selfish
Dammit, I cannot help it that I cannot help you
But I wanna help you
I cannot muster up courage to tell you
That you should see light at the end of the tunnel
But you only smile if you don't feel happy
Just so they think that you always is happy
Truth is I'd rather see your face again and save the planet
I'd rather hold your hand and make a statement
Make a name for being that I created
Made a plan and ruled the nation
But if you decide to stay then I'll just have stay, aw nah
'Cause I'd rather not wait for ya
I'd rather get straight to it
I'd hate to put the brakes on it
I'd hate to put the brakes on it
Remember when you got your braces off, yeah
And that shit went on and changed the story
All these boys came fighting for it
I knew you were always special
I knew you were always special
I guess I believe in love, but fuck it
You're not my husband you're something other than my girlfriend
Reside in my double bed that's trapped
In the back corner of my bedroom, it's plain
I love a poster of your body plastered over white paint
To scratches from the time I punched the wall like a crackhead
After I thought someone was co-
It'll all change when I'm 21 (-ming)
And I'm out the house and my friends are gone
And I won't have to keep keeping secrets
Passport in my Louis Vuitton
Talking won't be such a burden
I'll have figured it out by then
I'll have you all to myself, like I wish I did
And yellow shorts back when I was just a little bit younger
I was just a little more nervous
And you were sat 'round here, but my eyes kept being averted
And this a long road 'til the finish
Just a long road 'til we make it
And little speed bumps won't shake it
Look into my shades, you're the greatest
I guess I believe in love, but fuck it
You're not my husband you're something other than my girlfriend
Reside in my double bed that's trapped
In the back corner of my bedroom it's plain
I love a poster of your body plastered over white paint
To scratches from the time I punched the wall like a crackhead
After I thought someone was coming
Took me down into the bucket
It's a little hard not to see it parting
I'd be lying if I lied and said it started that 17th
If you could relive it now, then you wouldn't leave me now
Oh, I'd hate to save it for a rainy day
I'd hate to save it for a rainy day, oh
I guess I believe in love, but fuck it
You're not my husband you're something other than my girlfriend
Reside in my double bed that's trapped
In the back corner of my bedroom it's plain
I love a poster of your body plastered over white paint
To scratches from the time I punched the wall like a crackhead
After I thought someone was coming
I guess I believe in love, but fuck it
You're not my husband, you're something other than my girlfriend
Reside in my double bed that's trapped
In the back corner of my bedroom it's plain
I love a poster of your body plastered over white paint
To scratches from the time I punched the wall like a crackhead
After I thought someone was coming
