Another  day, another bender

Too gone to play my fender!

Drop a pill, take a swill 

It’s easy now but I’ll pay a bill 

I’m Running, but the ghost re-appears

Playing with all of my fears.     

They tried to tell me 

That the only way to get to sleep 

Is to bury the memories so deep 

But oh lord I now see, I see

That the only way to survive 

Is to face  those memories alive 

                                                                                             

Another  woman, what a girl 

Man I think her name was Shirl !

It’s a blast, I have no past  

Going fine but it ain’t  gonna last 

I’m sinking, sinking, but  they’re  not there 

I’m better than this shit,  I swear  

       

You know that people come in two kinds

Some give and others play with your mind

Another  day, another bender

Too gone to even play my fender!

Drop a pill, take a swill 

It’s easy now but I’ll pay a bill 

I’m Running, Running, they’re  kinda there 

Taking it all in;  I swear 

They tried to tell me 

That the only way to get to sleep 

Is to bury the memories so deep 

But oh lord I now see, I see

That the only way to survive 

Is to face  those memories alive 

But oh lord I now see, I see …….                                                                           

I gottaIs  face  those memories  ,

I wanna sedate those memories 

I wanna place those memories 

I wanna placate those memories 

I wanna trace those memories

I want to accept those memories

And stay alive