Hopeless

Why am I forgetting I was only feeling heaven Two out of the seven days a week Why do I remember only summer not December When your hands were cold your lips were hot on me I got good at alibis, fantasize, romanticize about the better times Maybe I should hopeless Then maybe I could care less Maybe I could call you just an excuse for all the stupid shit I do Maybe I should feel less Then I could drop a couple tears less Take a few degrees off of this hot mess Stop leaving this last time dress on your floor And be a little more hopeless Tell me how you know to turn a fast rolling locomotive to a slow motion trainwreck My head told my heart just to look away running and my veins ain't tell my brain yet I got good at telling lies, sympathize, apologize every single time Maybe I should hopeless Then maybe I could care less Maybe I could call you just an excuse for all the stupid shit I do Maybe I should feel less Then I could drop a couple tears less Take a few degrees off of this hot mess Stop leaving this last time dress on your floor And be a little more hopeless Why am I forgetting I was only feeling heaven Two out of the seven days a week Maybe I should hopeless Then maybe I could care less Maybe I could call you just an excuse for all the stupid shit I do Maybe I should feel less Then I could drop a couple tears less Take a few degrees off of this hot mess Stop leaving this last time dress on your floor And be a little more hopeless Hopeless, be a little more hope less