Halfway 2 Heaven

I don't feel the same right now Can't control these thoughts in my brain Like how do they do it? Don't wanna feel insane right now I'm falling as the rain fall down Like where do we go? Dig me out this grave somehow Look me in my face Take me to a better place right now Had to push the brakes right down Can't keep up the pace Feel like I'm losing the race right now Sometimes I wonder why the pain feel better I swear to God these people change like weather The world so cold, need a sweater When I die I know I'ma live forever Life's short, cutthroat, death's bittersweet Black hole, cracked soul, kill the enemy Bible on my hip, feelin' heavenly I don't care if anyone remember me The war's never over I carry the world on my shoulders You could never kill a soldier I can feel the end gettin' closer I don't feel the same right now Can't control these thoughts in my brain Like how do they do it? Don't wanna feel insane right now I'm falling as the rain fall down Like where do we go? Dig me out this grave somehow Look me in my face Take me to a better place right now Had to push the brakes right down Can't keep up the pace Feel like I'm losing the race right now