I Tried

As a kid I followed you I was dreaming about you For the time we've never lived before All the time, all the days I spent with a phone in my hand It was just to be close to you You were for me an idol I did everything in order To be the same guy as you Everybody advised me Don't be a fool, stay away At least don't expect anything from him But I fell in the trap I listened to my mind And I didn't realise that I was digging the gap I did everything like you Every thought was to going through The same life you lived since you were born Soon I saw your weaknesses Indifference and selfishness It is the real side of your soul I spent years awaiting You'd realise all your sins Even if I knew that will be tough I made efforts everyday I tried to raise you on my way I was sure, certain you could change But the tears of a mother A brother or a sister That not worth to worry about you According to your claims It's not your fault, we can't blame But stop, I can't feel sorry anymore You never learn of your errors You do the same stupid things Every fucking day of your life I tried to be there I tried to convince But now, I can't do this anymore I'm sad of thinking about you You know you'll finish alone Cause you hurt everywhere you go I tried to forget I tried to love you I tried, I tried, I tried