Party Fear

Hi, I get headaches all the time I rain tears and let them dry I let medics standing by Okay, bye I don't know why I am like this Honestly I really try It's just the words don't reach my mind Do you ever feel stuck Stuck in the middle of your life Wondering will it be alright Isn't the moon so very bright, tonight Oh, fuck Maybe I suck Maybe I'm bad luck Do you feel stuck with me? I'm sorry I can't do this stuff Can we be clear? (Woo!) I get party fear I get anxious drinking beer I can't deal (I'll get through it) I don't want to be here I wish I could disappear Dig a hole and climb into it (I'll get through it) I'm into all the things you like You talk first and I'll reply We'll just stand here otherwise Okay, fine I missed everything you said I've been trapped inside my head Wishing I was in my bed Oh, fuck Maybe I suck Maybe I'm bad luck Do you feel stuck with me? I'm sorry I can't do this stuff Can we be clear? (Woo!) I get party fear I get anxious drinking beer I can't deal (I'll get through it) I don't want to be here I wish I could disappear Dig a hole and climb into it (I'll get through it) I don't feel good I don't feel right I don't wanna talk I don't feel like it And my brain hurts And my chest tied I don't like fun When it's organised Don't wanna socialize I feel shit so I sit with a cat I hate and stroke it I fuckin' hate this cat In fact, cat! get the fuck back Get another drink Stand by the sink Eat pretzels Have another drink 'Till I'm numbed out Bummed out Hotshots over there on a come down I wish I never came There's only me to blame I'll be back next weekend and same-same I don't know why I'm this way Can we be clear? (Woo!) I get party fear I get anxious drinking beer I can't deal (I'll get through it) I don't want to be here I wish I could disappear Dig a hole and climb into it (I'll get through it) Breath