No, I'm Not Ok

Yeah, yeah See I've been painting all these pictures In my head when I'm alone You and me never in sync, it's hard for me stay afloat And the way you tear me up It makes me hurt down to the bone Yeah now I gotta be social, I don't know if I should go I could pick it up and try again another day But I wonder would they even notice anyway? How can something so easy be so hard to say? Why did I ever allow you to get a hold of me No one wants to know Why I'm miserable I know that it shows It's like looking at a ghost No, I'm not okay, nah And I can't wait for you to go away, now Did anybody ask if you could stay, now I wouldn't have it any other way, nah Go away No, I'm not okay, nah And I can't wait for you to go away, now Did anybody ask if you could stay, now I wouldn't have it any other way, nah Go away now You won't take control You won't make me fold Voices in my dome Guard my heart and soul You won't take control You won't make me fold Voices in my dome Don't wanna feel like I'm a ghost No, I'm not okay, nah And I can't wait for you to go away, now Did anybody ask if you could stay, now I wouldn't have it any other way, nah Go away No, I'm not okay, nah And I can't wait for you to go away, now Did anybody ask if you could stay, now I wouldn't have it any other way, nah Go away now