Heart Is a Debt

It feels a lot like saying goodbye Don't draw it out, love it's bleeding me dry Last month I spent a week with my heart in New York In LA it changed, you feel so much further than ever before I watched the lines all blur and fall between The places that I thought I'd wanna be With you, it changed in me And every day I'm wanting more and more My heart's a debt that you cannot afford To leave, would that be worse It feels a lot like anxiety rising You said it at the start, still I find it surprising I talk of faith, my faith's insecure I give you everything, I'm just asking for her I watched the lines all blur and fall between The places that I thought I'd wanna be With you, it changed in me And every day I'm wanting more and more My heart's a debt that you cannot afford To leave, would that be worse And all I know is it's not nothing It feels a lot like this could be something It feels a lot all the time All the time