I Wish I Was A...

Let's take it back when I was ten Life was make-believe, pretend Had to knock to skate with my friends I wished then that the stage was my ends When after-school cartoons held the tree Fifteen, could see sex in the cinema Forever wishing I was doing something similar At eighteen, I let G affect me But where's he now? What a criminal I wish I would just stop wishing 'Cause I been wishing my life away And when I was younger It felt like a lifetimе But I don't care about halfway I wish I could just stop wishing 'Cause time goеs fast like a runway But I shouldn't fake it I just wanna make it I wish I was a... I wish I was a pop star Wish I could see the future I wish I had brown hair sometimes To sit within the guidelines I wish I was drama So I could date Bella Then I could drive fast cars like yours And forget where all the clocks are Oh, no, FOMO Twenty-one, I live at home On a different time zone Wishing away The world dropped me deep in the ocean Got me losing my focus Got me swimming for a pot of gold that I can't open But still I keep hoping Wishing on a dream that I've never seen in reality Chuck the rope in I can't even read my mind Got so many thoughts But I think it's time, yeah I can't even press rewind Maybe I been wishing my life away I wish I was a pop star Wish I could see the future I wish I had brown hair sometimes To sit within the guidelines I wish I was drama So I could date Bella Then I could drive fast cars like yours And forget where all the clocks are Stop wishing your life away 'Cause I been wishing my life away And when I was younger It felt like a lifetime But I don't care about halfway Stop wishing your life away 'Cause time goes fast like a runway But I shouldn't fake it I just wanna make it I wish I was a... I wish I was a... (You got a dream) (You gotta protect it) I wish I was a pop star Wish I could see the future I wish I had brown hair sometimes To sit within the guidelines I wish I was drama So I could date Bella Then I could drive fast cars like yours And forget where all the clocks are