Gentle

Listening to people talk When I'm asleep in the dark Talking about you and me and about our sad history I feel scared all in my head unprepared thoughts in this bed Wait till dawn to figure out what the hell my friends talked about Sometimes I cry when I feel the rays from the light All my friends are blocking me out feeling like I'm trapped in the doubt w What should I do when it has been a few years and I am still here and How could I do without you One day I'll be fine change your mind Or should I Sometimes I cry when I feel the rays from the light All my friends are blocking me out feeling like I'm trapped in the doubt But I gotta do it for myself just to see it through Gotta be more gentle on myself just to get to you I will be the one who will fall I don't need your help here at all I will be the son who will crawl pick myself up from the ball and Things are better alone.