Mirrors

I broke all the mirrors In the room all around me Trying to find reflections I wanted to see And I overthought it With my mind too bad damaged These nights it's getting way too hard to sleep And I don't wanna start a war with myself, ooh And I don't want to pick up all these bullet shells I'm feeling so lost On the surface Where's my purpose? And what is the cost? Of the mirrors That I shattered If I find me in the black void of space Looking around trying to find my place And if I lose my way Trying to escape What I'm not Staring at the ceiling with the lights burned out Tryna make a move but I'm stuck right now It's a big world stretchin' With my feet both fractured And I broke all the windows In this house that I'm trapped in My neighbours look at me, in disarray (I'm afraid) If I find me in the black void of space Looking around, trying to find my place And if I lose my way Trying to escape Cause when I am older, and I look back on now I know I won't look back at fear and the doubt Of when I was afraid Trying to escape What I'm not