Prayer X (From "Banana Fish") [feat. Thomas Ng]

I see the light as I spill the tears inside Glimmering and bright Day fades to night before my eyes If I have to go again just when I've found you sleeping at my side We live, we die, so what's left to believe? From the moment I could breathe I was screaming, crying to the night All the hands to hold me couldn't keep me from knowing Life's a game we end up losing Like a key, the knife stuck in me is locking up my heart And if I pull it out I'll be bloodless, encompassed And drowning in my tears I'll fall apart I see the light as I spill the tears inside Glimmering and bright Day fades to night before my eyes If I have to go again just when I've found you sleeping at my side We live, we die, so what's left to believe? The smile that I hide behind's been cracking all this time? I remember little prayers I'd recite to keep myself alive Were they all a lie? I've spent so long alone I've lost my sense of home So I've been longing for the light that's always missing from my life But don't you know, what you want, will always have to go So if there's a meaning, for all this suffering Won't you set me free? Before I break my knees, from all this praying Days are still empty, and I've had my fill of all the tears I've cried We live, we die, so what's left to believe? I see the light as I spill the tears inside Glimmering and bright Day fades to night before my eyes If I have to go again just when I've found you sleeping at my side We live, we die, so what's left to believe?