Hate n' Love

Feeling used, but I'm Still missing you and I can't See the end of this just wanna feel your kiss Against my lips and now all this time Is passing by, but I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you I don't mean no harm, I just miss you on my arm Wedding bells were just alarms caution tape around my heart Heart Heart Heart Heart Heart, heart, heart... I hate you I love you I hate that I love you Don't want to, but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her Be her I'll be her I'll be her And I'll never be her I'll be her I'll be her I'll be her I don't mean no harm, I just miss you on my arm Wedding bells were just alarms caution tape around my heart You ever wonder what we could have been? You said you wouldn't and you fucking did Lie to me lie with me get your fucking fix Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed All alone I watch you watch her Like she's the only girl you've ever seen You don't care you never did You don't give a damn about me Yeah, all alone I watch you watch her She's the only thing you've ever seen How is it you never notice That you are slowly killing me I hate you I love you I hate that I love you Don't want to, but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her I miss you when I can't sleep Or right after coffee or right when I can't eat I miss you in my front seat Still got sand in my sweaters from nights we don't remember Do you miss me like I miss you? Fucked around and got attached to you Friends can break your heart too And I'm always tired but never of you