Miscommunicate

Lately, I've been walking down dark spires Feels like I could be killed It sounds so stupid but I have forgotten How much I love the thrill Now I'm drinking whites and I'm picking fights Oh, the nights, I've never felt so still And I know I should just talk to you about it But I didn't know No, I don't think I will See, I'm not what you deserve Hey, I'm not coming home to you tonight I'm loving all your nerves I'm hating all your words I don't want to talk, just complicate I love it when we end in screams and shouts You know how I love to miscommunicate I'm definitely gonna get to say these things out loud No, I don't want to touch, want to complicate 'Cause I'm way too good at letting you down No, you know how I love to miscommunicate Lately, you'vе been walking in the light You're always playing it safe So I keep on drеaming that I'm leaning farther right 'Cause unstable's what I crave You know why, threats send well but heaven sells How they hell could you hate Novocaine? No, I don't mean to lash out like that But when I'm numb, I don't complain No, I'm not what you deserve So I'm not coming home to you tonight I'm loving all your nerves I'm hating all your words I don't want to talk, just complicate I love it when we end in screams and shouts You know how I love to miscommunicate I'm definitely gonna get to say these things out loud No, I don't want to touch, want to complicate 'Cause I'm way too good at letting you down No, you know how I love to miscommunicate I never had time to concentrate on you and I But now I have time to contemplate on this huge goodbye And I guess I just love to frustrate you, and I know why I was impatient and they gave you my location I'm not saying validation when I'm feeling such a stupid, ah I was impatient as they gave you my location I'm not saying validation, why I'm feeling such a stupid, ah I was impatient as they gave you my location I'm not saying validation, why I'm feeling such a stupid creation Didn't want to talk, I'll just complicate it Even when we dated, I had my doubts And I think that's why I, I've miscommunicated This is my way of getting out No, I don't want to touch, wanna complicate And you know I'm way too good at letting you down No, you know how I love to miscommunicate And I'm not missing the communication