Crowdsurfing

I don't like the tone of my voice today I stay quiet and join all the men in rage I can hear my skin crack I can hear the blood boil In the car I'll ignore your tears on the way Back home Every word that I say just disappears They bounce off your skin and rot behind your head for years And I blindly pat the car seat Put your arms around me In the dark I'm afraid to fall asleep Are you awake Cause I'm right here I think you could love me now You're close enough to make it And I barely make the weigh-in I'm crawling while you're sitting Tear yourself apart sometimes To show me you can do it Well, I know you can do it You hand me what you're left with I said the quiet part too loud So everyone can lean in And lift me off my feet and And eat me up in pieces Before you even see it I'm way too hard for you to find It's easier to like me now I thought you would fall apart without me here All the love songs Replace apologies And follow you at night Stay on your side of the street My bad behavior My heart on fire Are drowning your voice So you remember me My growing shadow My massive wingspan When I fall backwards into their hands And everybody touches me now Everyone cares Everybody touches me now Everyone cares