For Leaving You

You have made up your mind Say it again I'm wasting my time I have made up my bed Left sittin' here Scratching my head Puttin' all the pieces together I could've been better I'm late to the party That's already started Say it again I'm wasting my time Right back where I started from Told myself I'd overcome Now I'm feeling just as dumb For leaving you I took a look in the mirror And the thing that I fear Was staring back at me I tried to change what I was doing But it's much too late Don't wait I'm wasting your time Right back where I started from Told myself I'd overcome Now I'm feeling just as dumb For leaving you Walked alone and no one cared Part of me, it just felt scared Guess that I was unprepared For leaving you Wasn't sure how this would look But fuck this hurts Now I'm waking up and going out And killing my mind I found a way to make the situation worse Even though I walked away Right back where I started from Told myself I'd overcome Now I'm feeling just as dumb For leaving you The fires out, the lights are black (The lights are black) I know there's no turning back (Going back) Every word you say I am Believing you