Happysad

Summertime, every night, we would break up Most times, you would cry out your makeup Make love, still drunk when we wake up Lost a lot of friends just to keep you Never left the house, we was always stuck My parents hated you more than all the drugs, yeah Keeping up with you, it was toxic, yeah So bad that we stopped it I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad I've been sober for a minute now, and I don't like the way it feels I miss us living on your couch getting high off your sister's pills The stupid shit we fight about, the secrets I still never tell I'm on the stairway to Heaven, missing the way you give me hell I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad I like you most in the mornings, yeah It ain't real if it's average, no It's only good when it's tragic Maybe we were cursed, maybe we were magic I heard you moved home, hope you're doing better So you found a nice guy, hate to see you settle 'Cause I know how much you loved to cry out your makeup I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad I've been sober for a minute now, and I don't like the way it feels I miss us living on your couch getting high off your sister's pills The stupid shit we fight about, the secrets I still never tell I'm on the stairway to Heaven, missing the way you give me hell I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad I'm happy, I'm happy, happiest when I'm sad