Heart hurting and I ain't got no way to vent it out

So I write it these songs and hope you hear me out

Pain weighting in my brain and I can't work it out

Overthinking all these thoughts is starting to get heavy now

Hard to be happy when my cousin doing 7

Seen so many funerals, I'm getting tired of seeing Reverends

Sinning to survive man I'm tryna change the message

if heaven got a ghetto and I just hope my **** present

Heart hurting and I ain't got no way to talk it out

All my **** steady dying I been stressing out

I just want a better life my children now

All the violence and the pain I been blocking out

I Need to vent it out Need to vent it out

All this shit it buried down I think it's time I let it out

Depression in my mental, got thinking about a another route

Before I let it take me out I think I need to vent it out

Dancing with the devil and I can't even two step

I'm praying up to God that he won't let me misstep

Paranoid at night I think I'm hear footsteps, That's why I'm clutching on this 9 I ain't ready to go yet

PSTD the bloodshed got me fucked up

I'm working on this music everyday so we luck up

Tryna break the cycle of coffins and **** locked up

The Marathon Continues tryna to run 100 milli up

**** you gone feel us, got it out the mud we hella clean when we pull up

Pussy **** been hating, but his ass won't say shit to us

Beef ain't been shit to us, but I'd rather get my cabbage up

And fuck the dealership up

I'm tryna numb the pain, took so many L's I never thought I'd get a win

**** claiming that we fam but they blowing in the wind

Like How you supposed to be my mans but you use me as a lick

**** ain't shit and bitches ain't nether

Same bitch you call wifey, with a another **** geekin

I'm just Tryna play it smart, so I keep my plans a secret

I'm tryna get better while these **** getting even

Heart hurting and I ain't got no way to vent it out

All my **** steady dying I been stressing out

I just want a better life my children now

All the violence and the pain I been blocking out

I Need to vent it out Need to vent it out

All this shit it buried down I think it's time I let it out

Depression in my mental, got thinking about a another route

Before I let it take me out I think I need to vent it out