By Your Side

Well, what's left of me? As I lay there silent with a blank stare I forget to breathe Now I'm grinding my teeth, and I can't sleep Overthinking and feeling bitter As all of my patience slowly wears thinner You've taken the best of me Now I lay here fighting all your fake fears And I hate what's left, but you know I can't let go Now you do this every time Now there's no one by your side But it's your fault when you fall for your own lies And you make your issues mine You've changed far from what you were And I gave everything I could Now we've both got problems, I know it But you let yours build up and surface Hate what's left, but you know I can't let go You do this every time Now there's no one by your side But it's your fault when you fall for your own lies And you make your issues mine I've seen this through too many times You look at me and say you try But your eyes still don't meet mine Then we pretend everything's fine You hold your hands against my face You pull me in, then push away And no matter what I say It's still me that takes the blame Now you do this every time Now there's no one by your side But it's your fault when you fall for your own lies And you make your issues mine And I hate what's left, but you know I can't let go (let go) And I hate what's left, but you know I can't let go