Decayed

Take a step back and look at the path you walk Harbor too many hearts With no heart left of your own Trying to feel something Feels like stabbing in the dark I've Been Infected By these scars on my heart How will I let go of all of this pain How will I lose this fight again I've worked too hard to build these walls up To bring them down for those I barely know What a shame Left to wither in the darkest caves Too rare to live Too numb to fall apart Forever doomed to restart Could never trust myself Could never find a peace of mind So willing to stand aside So willing just to abide So willing to be so blind Somehow I drown in my silence Knowing their illusion would be destroyed If I just opened my mouth When it counts I wonder who would stand by me And who would just walk out What a shame Left to wither in the darkest caves Too rare to live Too numb to fall apart Forever doomed to restart Show me your true face Underneath your feeble skin You immerse yourself in darkness But let's see you bring yourself to light I can only learn from my mistakes But I am who I am either way This whole in my chest It proves that I'll never forget No one left to love from the past No one left to trust as no cost What a shame Left to wither in the darkest caves Too rare to live Too numb to fall apart Forever doomed to restart