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Scars
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Scars wurde am 11. Oktober 2016 von Phora LLC als Teil des Albums With Love veröffentlicht
11. Oktober 2016
LabelPhora LLC
SpracheEnglish
BPM166
Melodizität
Akustizität
Valence
Tanzbarkeit
Energie

Musikvideo

Musikvideo

Songtexte

[Verse 1]
I've been tryna stay away from mirrors
Guess I'm too scared to face my fears
There ain't nothing scarier than not
Knowing if you know yourself
Speak my emotions, I just hope it helps
[Verse 2]
Sometimes, I think about my life and I search for the meaning
Looking for temporary angels to permanent demons
Sometimes, these people call me family just for their convenience
Take me for granted while I'm here, they get hurt when I'm leaving
[Verse 3]
Leaving all my reasons to kill in a box beside me
If you choose to open, embrace yourself, but don't try me
'Cause I don't wanna turn to that person that's so unlike me
But fuck with my family, I guarantee, I won't take it lightly
[Verse 4]
I might be a lil' different now, it's different now
The love we had was toxic so we keep our distance now
We used to wanna ride for each other, die for each other
Now, we point the fingers, say names, and lie to each other
[Verse 5]
So it's fuck love and I numb the pain with this Hennessy
I hurt the people who always end up forgiving me
And all this money brought the fake people closer to me
And most the ones I truly love just haven't spoken to me
[Verse 6]
But, as of lately, I ain't got the time
And if you hear this song, just know you on my mind
I wrote this as I'm tryna pull through
In hopes that you'll understand that I'm no different than you
[Verse 7]
Right now I am here
I have scars, but no fear
Never thought I'd get this far
Oh
[Verse 8]
Yeah, I got this situation I'm dealing with currently
My shorty had an abortion, who's to blame, her or me?
I feel the guilt that's inside me steadily burning me
Turning my stomach, eating my spleen, I'm bleeding internally
[Verse 9]
Fuck it, turning me to this person I hate, see the worst in me
The day she got outta surgery, prayed someone would murder me
Smile to cover the pain so these people don't see this hurt in me
And that's probably the reason it's been so long
Since you heard from me
[Verse 10]
But one of my brothers is doing life, living life alone
Said he was raised by the streets, so prison is like his home
Seems the world forgot he existed, it's like he's gone
But I still keep in contact with him, last night, he hit my phone
[Verse 11]
We talked about the past, reminisced on the time that's gone
That's when he stopped and he told me, his fate was set in stone
He said, my motivation is when you speak in that microphone
You make me wanna go back in time just to right my wrongs
[Verse 12]
Damn, that put me right in my place
Broke down, then wiped a tear off the side of my face
I'm self-conscious about myself, not knowing I can be great
I focus on my weaknesses, not realizing my strengths
[Verse 13]
If you can relate, you know how I feel right now
And probably hate me for it, but this shit is real right now
'Cause if I ain't had music and if I ain't have you to keep me sane
I'd probably OD on these pills right now, we are
[Verse 14]
Misunderstood by the unforgiven
Apologies to my moms for the way I'm living
We both share the same pain, so we ain't too different
But I can't help but feel like I'm drowning and something's missing
[Verse 15]
See, I just wanna be heard, I got my story to tell
Stabbed in the back, shot in the head, going through hell
Feel like I fell, but I wrote this as I'm tryna pull through
In hopes that you'll understand that I'm no different than you
[Verse 16]
Right now, I am here
I have scars, but no fear
Never thought I'd get this far
Oh
[Verse 17]
Right now, I am here
I have scars, but no fear
Never thought I'd get this far
Oh
Written by: Marco Archer
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