Soul Jar

You wanna slide into a new life You wanna wake up someone else for one day 'Cause nothing ever feels right And everything you do won't matter anyway (Troubled in the late night) On a midnight ride nowhere to go now Losing all the same fights Maybe I should try a new approach now (Where do I find it?) Silence speaks when you can't hear me Can you feel it now, that it's deafening? Everything that I am, I don't want to be Push it all away 'til it all fades out Like a memory I once had Feel like someone else, but I'm still myself Is that what they call a crisis now? I'm drowning in the rain I'm high enough to say I love the damages you brought to me along the way Silence speaks when you can't hear me Can you feel it now, that it's deafening? Everything that I am, I don't want to be I can't feel this way again It's so far out of my hands that I'm struggling Coming up with a purpose for anything Complicate my own behavior In the mirror, there's a stranger Complicate my own behavior In the mirror, there's a stranger Complicate my own behavior In the mirror, there's a stranger