Please Take Care of Yourself

Reconnected with a higher power so exotic I've been busy working on my only fucking project Stuck inside my head, not to mention in the house Homies tryna link I told em we ain't going out I hate the world I hate these people shit I hate the system Losing faith I'm bout to break up with my own religion I can't even sleep at night I'm thinking bout my future I've been Thinking about my girl, I don't wanna lose her Feeling stuck, feet shackled to procrastination Build a prison with my fears and I can't even face em Rocking Dior, might as well since I am a Christian Read the fashion Bible, so you now I gotta listen Lou Vuitton for case if we keep it brief No release for the truth, lying through my damn teeth If you catch me out in public don't be asking questions I'm irritated souls searching searching for a blessing Started from the bottom boy I'm still there Tryna crawl up but I broke all my nails Cuz the walls up in mental they be too slick I don't let my niggas when I'm boutta dip Last month shit That would've been a suicidal trip What a trip that I'm still up here in this bitch Black excellence I'm guessing when I persevere I'm a goat in the flesh get it tatted on my chest Never sleeping till I'm dead Till my family is fed Had a really bad year Not a lot left in here But I can't shed no tears Not because I'm a man Because I'm feeling like a lamb Only meant for the slab Is it heaven is it hell Man oh well I can't tell Don't disturb on the cell And should prolly say I'm working on myself I been back on my health A black man with scars bitch They tell a thousand stories I can't run amok without my confidence Brodie Need to feel myself so they can tell their stories All the kids that wanna be somebody legendary I ain't had no fetti so many years I was working at it Trusting myself Trusting the process copacetic Everything is gonna work out how it supposed to Pain is lesson along the way tryna provoke you Don't let it control you don't ever let it fold you