The Worst

I don't know where to begin I'm failing and falling victim To this sickening It feels like i'm not myself When this feeling hits My insecurity ensues me I'm still feeding it. When the pressure will remain can i find pleasure in the pain? Can i ever learn to live with the worst inside my mind? Feels like nothing ever seems to work It doesn't matter how hard i try to fight it Will i survive it and come out alive? Bow down to the keeper of the throne Losing touch, not aware of what is real I'm not enough is the only fucking thing that i feel I won't bend a knee in front of the enemy We never recognize the warning signs I try to find a way to win the war inside before i lose my mind. Will it forever burn? If tides will never turn Can i ever learn to live with the worst inside my mind? Feels like nothing ever seems to work It doesn't matter how hard i try To fight it Will i survive it And come out alive? It's getting worse and worse and worse Think i'm becoming insane When only pressure will remain can i find pleasure in the pain? I'm getting worse and worse and worse Think i'm becoming insane To everyone who feels unheard Speak up if you feel me I'm getting worse and worse and worse To everyone who feels unheard Can i ever learn to live with the worst inside my mind No, nothing ever seems to work Can i ever learn to live with the worst inside my mind? Feels like nothing ever seems to work It doesn't matter how hard i try to fight it Will i survive it? Oh i keep trying I will survive it and come out alive