Tell Me

Don't tell me that it's over Don't tell me that you done I've loved you since October I don't feel like I'm enough I lay and I reminisce No stoppin' the shit that I know I did No grabbin' the love that I know I miss The fact is I come when it's torturous I look at my family, that shit is in shambles I look at my sanity, losing my handle I hit my capacity, I'm bout to break Cause I sit and consider like every mistake I guess I'm obsessed with the sadness I guess that I dress for the status You can't see I'm insecure Cause I cover it up in the folds of my jacket I guess that I'm lonely as ever My love gave me grief and I let her Maybe my soulmate is somewhere Or maybe she's missing, I already met her Fuck up like every chance that I got Maybe I'm something but maybe I'm not Maybe I follow and maybe I'm lost Maybe I'm gone and too far to respond Maybe I'll die with no sign I exist Maybe I'm better with cuts in my wrist Maybe redemption is out of my hands And I had a chance, but I let it slip Don't tell me that it's over Don't tell me that you done I've loved you since October I don't feel like I'm enough Don't tell me that it's over Don't tell me that you done I've loved you since October I don't feel like I'm enough It's hard to be loved when I've been through so much Never enough, I'm too harsh when I judge I hit the top and my confidence plunged All I feel like is I'm scared and I run Why don't you leave me, I'm used to it Watching you leave, I'm not new to it Try to come back, I'm refusing it Next thing I know, I said no but we doin' it I punish myself with your presence I'm stuck in the past, not the present You always said that you wanted the best And it's me who ain't givin you credit Maybe you're right and I'm selfish But you make it worse, you don't help it I fuckin' waited and now you been jaded We faded, a shame it was wasted How could you love me and leave me behind Dozens of people, I'm saying that line Why do I feel like the only one tryin' Not to be numb but I still feel confined My greatest enemy livin inside I could be free on the day that I die Forget who I am so I know that I'm lost All that I could be, I know that it's gone Don't tell me that it's over Don't tell me that you done I've loved you since October I don't feel like I'm enough