You're Not My Friend

Through the backdoor of my fucked up brain where the chemicals don't help Swimming inside of this private hell where I only race myself Please forgive me this is learned not taught can't be borrowed can be bought Then again I'm just a victim of the life I live You're not my friend You're not my friend You're not my friend Then again there's no controlling what goes on within Pay attention but I can't sit still if I'm following the rules At my discretion, I won't pay the price for assembling the fools Please forgive me but I'm not to blame for my cowardice and shame Then again I'm just a victim of the life I live You're not my friend You're not my friend You're not my friend Then again there's no controlling what goes on within I'll never be the same again Fight for the means to see the end I teach the class to play pretend I'll stop the jokes when I am dead You're not my friend You're not my friend You're not my friend Then again I'm just a victim of the life I live