Colorblind

No, it's I can't, I can't really I can't really just explain it I don't know, it's Uh, let me try Slow down I know you wanna understand So I'll explain the best I can What this pain feels like It's hard 'Cause even as I'm sitting here I would rather disappear Than face the world outside I'm floating in a fallen sky I'm okay, well, maybe not (Here it comes again) So I breathe, am I gonna drown? You'll be fine, I say it out loud I should let someone know Maybe when I'm better So I breathe, will it ever end? You'll be fine, I say it again I should let someone know That something doesn't feel right It's like I'm colorblind (like I'm colorblind) 'Cause everybody's world's in color Except for mine It sucks 'Cause everything's in black and white And I can't say I'm numb inside 'Cause that just sounds so dark It's hard 'Cause even as we're sitting here We're fighting off a constant fear But no one sees that part It's like I'm floating in a blacked out sky You think you're okay, then you're not (Here it comes again) So I breathe, am I gonna drown? You'll be fine, I say it out loud I should let someone know Maybe when I'm better So I breathe, will it ever end? You'll be fine, I say it again I should let someone know That something doesn't feel right (right) It's like I'm colorblind (like I'm colorblind) 'Cause everybody's world's in color Except for mine