I Don't Feel At Home In This World Anymore

Yeah I'm always in the pain and the burden of living Is always too much, now my death feel so imminent Now all my memories feeling so vivid I'm haunted by trauma that pays me in dividends Making the money, it won't fill the void So I'm making choices, you drown the voices All these decisions I made in the past always following me How the fuck did this happen? I came here for granted, so fuck with the average But I can't relate with nobody The sadness is breaking me down, I can't love anyone I was burned too many times to be opened And I can't trust anyone, I know the focus is just to be usin' me up 'til they're done Why would I share with them all my emotions when they're gonna use it to just set me up? I don't even know who the fuck I am anymore I don't even know what the point of all this for I don't even know who the fuck I am anymore I don't even know what the point of all this for I'm always hanging around by a thread again Walking right next to the edge again Voices inside of my head again Tell me that I should've left again I've been tryna find my mind before I self destruct I keep pushing forward, but this time I think I've had enough I've been tryna find my mind before I self destruct I keep pushing forward, but this time I think I've had enough Oh-woah-woah-woah Oh-woah-woah-woah-woah Oh-woah-woah-woah Oh-woah-woah-woah-woah Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh (ZWALL)