Sapling (feat. Anderson East)

I remember way back when I felt only ennui Like nothing could complete me No promise of a rising sun illuminating everyone The very thought defeating But if I woke in the morning to find you were gone I know I'd try and find the will to be strong, but am I strong enough? Am I strong enough? I once built a bower, I could build you a home Together forever, but forever and on is still not long enough It's still not long enough The look of fear was in your eyes And I could see myself as a child Such a devastating feeling How I wish I could go back in time But all I could do was apologize Right then, your eyes were healing They were healing If I woke in the morning to find you were gone I don't know, I'd try and find the will to be strong, but am I strong enough? Oh, am I strong enough? And I once built a bower, I could build you a home Together forever, but forever and on is still not long enough It's still not long enough Oh, I've been Cain, but I wanna be Abel Been a drunken fool But I wanted to be stable enough to lay every one of my cards on the table I hope it's not too late for us to find a way through If I woke in the morning to find you were gone I know I'd try and find the will to be strong, but am I strong enough? Am I strong enough? I once built a bower, I could build you a home Together forever, but forever and on is still not long enough It's still not long enough I went looking inside myself for a home Found only a sapling in search of an oak, but it's a start, my love Oh, it's a start, my love But am I strong enough?