i'm not okay (feat. LiL Xtra & nothing,nowhere.)

I'm not okay I keep fucking lying to myself, it's all the same I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame Every single tear is wiped away, I never change I never change I'm not okay I keep fucking lying to myself, it's all the same I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame Every single tear is wiped away, I never change I never change, I ne-ne- I'm still the same as I've been and it's getting boring I'm not okay but I guess it's really not important I hold myself back, too scared of movin' on I'm lyin' through my fucking teeth when I say nothin's wrong There's nothing goin' on, I'm just too fucking shallow I can't keep goin' on, afraid of my own shadow It's every single day, too many fears to face I just wanted you to know I'm not okay I keep fucking lying to myself, it's all the same I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame Every single tear is wiped away, I never change I never change I'm not okay I keep fucking lying to myself, it's all the same I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame Every single tear is wiped away, I never change I never change, I ne-ne- Yeah, tryna find beauty in this pain Tired of feelin' blue and seeing rain Need to find a way to rearrange Always keep on sayin' I'ma change, right Thought that I would've been better by now Part of me's stuck and it's pullin' me down I wanted to change but I didn't know how So why can't I get out the way? All the things that I wanted to say Let me go and forget my name My name I'm not okay I keep fucking lying to myself, it's all the same I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame Every single tear is wiped away, I never change I never change I'm not okay I keep fucking lying to myself, it's all the same I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame Every single tear is wiped away, I never change I never change, I ne-ne-