Don't Fall

Gone so long I don't wanna fall I sing to the lord but devil answers when I call Will I live will I die is there hope is it lies Why do people always smile when there broken inside Is there light at the end of it all Have we been through it all Were we tempted at all If our repentance is gone So I'm singing this song Free for all world, I ain't living for long Long My first year in high school I got my heart torn in two Some kid made fun of me cuz he knew he was the man she would choose But then that girl broke his heart, so I guess that I didn't lose Lord I've been searching for answers but my heart needed proof Cuz if my family betrays me, what's the difference in you It's like I've been going through mazes afraid I'd run into you For all the pain I would cause, For every pill I would pop The days I would pray to you knowing you didn't listen all Frankly I can't ever blame you I don't even listen myself Lord I'm sorry for losing hope but I think I'm destined for hell Drugs is a prison I'm calling there is no bars on my cell But maybe you may know me better than anybody else Maybe I'm still alive cuz I have purpose We feeling worthless There's kids getting murdered do we deserve it I'm getting nervous I walk through the streets with a eye on the back of my head Cautious with every one I talk to I can't trust any friend Revenge is a disease that leads to tragic events We aren't the lord nor are we holy makes no sense to repent You took my homie from me I swear to god that I'm going off Green lights on all your families head, won't stop till we murder them all This our mind states the crime rates are high We want truth, before we find it we die There's no god, that's what we say when we cry The sad truth, we got to kill to survive To Survive Had a friend who Suicide I had to rest him in his grave Cried a thousand tears, thinking that I would've took his place If I kept trying to escape from every pill that I would take If you had a second chance would you make the same mistake Is heaven your fate Or is more pain on the way If I ever make it to heaven, will I see you at the gate Gotta keep my brothers close don't know if today is there day The devils winning lord, everybody here's the same We full of rage, pain, and hate that we can never explain Lord if I fall into hell will you remember my name Would you take off the book of life say I was another mistake While I burn forever remembering all the time I would waste Is my calling to be an example to make someone do right While I stay wrong and perish in the pits when I die Lord am I your son? Or do I belong to the dark Don't really trust all the people who tell me follow your heart Cuz if I never did I wouldn't be so messed from the start You let a girl fix my scars only to tear me apart Don't see the motive lord cuz my mind is beginning to rot While my dad call me reminiscing when he don't know me at all I've lost my grip on reality and I'm beginning to fall Once was an angel at birth, now I'll be doomed when I fall They say god is the truth and the devils a lie But is devil our flesh? And gods the spirit inside I've been Gone so long I don't wanna fall I sing to the lord but devil answers when I call Will I live? will I die? is there hope Is it lies Why do people always smile when there broken inside Is there light at the end of it all Have we been through it all Were we tempted at all If our repentance is gone So I'm singing this song Free for all world, I ain't living for long Long