If It Was You

There are stories I can't tell Too much pain and weight In my chest I'd suffocate Spent all night laying awake Need to find a way to be okay But I don't know how Cause there's still chills inside my bones Mind can't get back to logical Some days okay, some terrible First time I'd like to see a ghost If it was you If it was you There are melodies I can't get outta me now They're there but rearranged Can't stay in one place Gone by the end of day I guess they don't wanna stay Unlike our memory Going on 5 years old When I inhale I feel your soul I know when I'm buried down below It's you and me, final result And that calms me down Now I'm wondering Now I'm wondering If it was me would you feel the same Would you want to say or hear my name Would you be lost up in the clouds To avoid going insane Cause in this situation I'm spread so thin I just want to see your smile Want to see your eyes light up again Now if I set you free would you be proud of me They say if you love them let them go So they can feel eternal love and ecstasy So what kind of friend would I be If I left you in this state Your captive in my tears God knows that dams been prone to break Almost every day I'm sorry Please forgive me for the wait I'll still feel you in my body Just in a different place that's safe Then I can say We won't always feel the same They say it gets easier every day And I know that's not true But I'm confidently saying In every situation When my patience is at it's end I just think of you and smile It was such a gift to be your friend