Concentrate on elevation
Forced aside to deviate
Fabricating justification
Manifesting impulses that still remain
Control imitations only appear for privation
Outline my reasoning for today
Caught up in my sedation
Watch the hours melt away
Disperse
Receded desire
Craft another lie for why it's taking so long
Rather than explain the authenticity
Of what happens when there's no deadline
Complacency vehemently overthrown
Finally manifesting the implication
Cower behind the ever changing pretext denied
Murder your protection
Find manifestation
A myriad of incumbency
Deliberation
Identify my contradicting mindset
Any way out?
I've convinced myself to seek hedonism
At the expense of my own advance
Maybe I'm not meant to perform
Color me distrustful of the source
Attempt another try
No breakthroughs required
Find some more potential in another life
Deceived yourself again
Tack another deadline until you get it right next time
Or whenever
Dead set on executing your motivation now reclaimed
Still waiting for any sign of progression
I'll find some more potential next time
