By Myself

Voices in my head I can't ignore Fueling all my doubts and my remorse Still I feel lonesome, trapped inside myself I don't wanna spend the rest of my days Worried 'bout the things I can't change Running from the trauma Still drinking all my problems away I'm deafened by the silence And paralyzed with pain Nobody I confide in that'll ever know my shame I don't wanna be like that Why's it gotta be like that? I don't know how much I could take So tie me up, too late to find me love 'Cause I'm falling to pieces Consumed by mistakes Just give me a reason to stay By myself Just leave me by myself All the pain I'm feeling, it won't ever fade away Now I don't know how to let go It took a while for me to let you go An' I know there's a lot I still don't know Pieces of a dream to me Giving up came easily to you I'm afraid of being alone, but you'll never know it Afraid Of getting too close, of being involved Afraid Just leave me alone, I don't even know what I want Who I really am, you don't understand You don't understand, man, I'm- Doing everything I can for myself, yes Doing everything I can to be perfect for you Letting you into my head, is it worth it? Letting you into my bed, is this worth it for you? Maybe I don't wanna wait around anymore And maybe I just wanna lay it all on the floor right now Tell me what you wanna do 'Cause either way you've gotta choose Or leave me alone