Don't Think I'm Doing Okay

Is anyone out there that can teach me not to care? Every time I do, I seem to lose Tears running down my face, I'm supposed to be okay In the middle of the night, I lie awake I light every candle so the darkness in my heart fades But it never seems to fade, no I keep it under the surface so I don't have to face (Ah) I Don't think I'm doing okay (Ah) Been crying in my hands for days My heart is heavy these days ever only half awake Try not to lose my way, I'm not okay Need a second to breathe before the next thing's thrown at me I'm out of my depth with simply being I light every candle so the darkness in my heart fades But it never seems to fade, no I keep it under the surface so I don't have to face (Ah) I Don't think I'm doing okay (Ah) Been crying in my hands for days (Ah) Cold air's pushing against me my skin's numb Feels like it can't be done (Ah) I'm shattered into a million pieces My heart's forgotten what peace is Is anyone out there that can teach me not to care, no (Uh) We got ourselves in this mess there's no time to regret (Uh) (Ah) Cold air's pushing against me my skin's numb Feels like it can't be done (Ah) I'm shattered into a million pieces My heart's forgotten what peace is (Ah) I Don't think I'm doing okay (Ah) Been crying in my hands for days (Ah) Cold air's pushing against me my skin's numb Feels like it can't be done (Ah) I'm shattered into a million pieces My heart's forgotten what peace is