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Fuck having the bills paid, I just wanna feel okay Fuck having the bills paid, fuck having the bills paid I don't care if all my debts settled I'm dealing with an upset devil, tryin' to get my head level Indulging all my vices Until I'm cold and lifeless What I call Monday morning Some people call a crisis Repeated losses leads to complete exhaustion The kind that becomes routine when you get defeated this often It's awful so you just detach Shit is complete trash I need to heal, I don't need cash Every day when I open my eyes, I feel stuck, I feel stuck I don't know why I even try to wake up, to wake up Fuck having the bills paid, I just wanna feel okay Fuck having the bills paid, fuck having the bills paid Fuck having the bills paid, I just wanna feel okay Fuck having the bills paid, fuck having the bills paid Fuck having the bills paid, I just wanna feel okay Fuck having the bills paid, fuck having the bills paid Fuck having the bills paid, I just wanna feel okay Fuck having the bills paid, fuck having the bills paid If you pissed at' me, listen to this PSA I don't wanna be this cold, it's just in my DNA It's not malicious either, it's like a vicious fever Baby girl lift my mood, I wish I could just see her Attention deprivation gives the sense of desolation So when you self-destruct, you don't regret the detonation It's more like finally, no one gonna lie to me Ooh, I just won the lottery Fuck having the bills paid, I just wanna feel okay I get a taste when my face hit the pillow case But then it vanish like vanity at an old age Don't be surprised if I go the Anna Nicole way Every day when I open my eyes, I feel stuck, I feel stuck I don't know why I even try to wake up, to wake up It's like one big lie when I apologize for who I am, for who I am I say sorry to the world, I didn't do it all again, all again Fuck having the bills paid, I just wanna feel okay Fuck having the bills paid, fuck having the bills paid Fuck having the bills paid, I just wanna feel okay Fuck having the bills paid, fuck having the bills paid Fuck having the bills paid, I just wanna feel okay Fuck having the bills paid, fuck having the bills paid Fuck having the bills paid, I just wanna feel okay Fuck having the bills paid, fuck having the bills paid I just wanna feel okay I just wanna feel okay I just wanna feel okay I just wanna feel okay I just wanna feel okay