Rollercoaster (feat. Daigo Jax)

Out the window All hopes and dreams Lock the door And throw the key (It's where I belong) Tear my chapter From the seams Lost all motive I'm losing the will I don't know How much longer I can pretend But I know The shadow's in control again I don't know If I will ever get away But I know I'm on a rollercoaster Endlessly No getting off Of this carousel When I tell you I live in hell I really mean it Self sedating I'm so unwell Oh, I've lost all motive I'm losing the will I don't know How much longer I can pretend But I know The shadow's in control again I don't know If I will ever get away But I know I'm on a rollercoaster Endlessly I'm so high Got my head in the clouds, yet I'm so down Got my head in the ground Bum gone numb from All the sitting around Guess I'll never be the one To stand out in a crowd Hard to catch z's When you sleep on the couch Mama keep bussin' my balls To move out When I'm in too deep And it's easy to drown I put my armbands on Until I figure it out (Figure it how?) Like screens in The Matrix Green symbols keep dribbling And trickling down Never known the virtue of silence Too many voices I wouldn't mind Living without Heavy is the head that's Wearing the crown If only that were the reason I walk with a slouch My brains like my grandmas attic Impound where What goes in just Never comes out We put our hands up We put 'em back down Bouncing around to the Sound of the drowned We put our hands up We put 'em back down Bouncing around to the Sound of the drowned We put our hands up We put 'em back down Bouncing around to the Sound of the drowned We put our hands up We put 'em back down Bouncing around to the Sound of the drowned I don't know How much longer I can pretend But I know The shadow's in control again I don't know If I will ever get away But I know I'm on a rollercoaster I don't know How much longer I can pretend But I know The shadow's in control again I don't know If I will ever get away But I know I'm on a rollercoaster Endlessly