Still

Sitting idly Watching static Noise on a screen Trying to paint a scene Though it numbs me My eyes, weary A heart burns with fire I'm begging to feel something There must be more Don't wanna feel so tired Yelling at the walls Yeah, this isn't life But I'm doing alright I want to feel love I long for the light Time hangs heavy, in my mind a movie Starring me as the lead Stumbling in ultra speed There must be more Don't wanna feel so lifeless Running out the door What if the view outside my head is free of pain If so, I promise to leave my bed and feel again I wanna wake at the sunrise Sleep when it's calm Quit overthinking all the time Yeah, this isn't life But I'm doing alright I want to feel love I long for the light Yeah, this isn't life But I'm doing alright I want to feel love I long for the light